Thursday, May 26, 2011

COME BACK TO ME...

Hi All,
 In my post Waiting for someone who will never come...... I wrote about a woman who is missing her love and waiting for him to come back,
I was thinking about the man whom she is waiting! I have just tried to express his feelings about her,
Its just my imagination about the feelings of that man!!

STANDING IN THE BALCONY,EVERY NIGHT, 
HIS FAVORITE THING TO DO!!!
SMOKING AND CREATING  RINGS IN THE AIR,
HE CAN SEE HER SMILING FACE IN THE RINGS,
HE KEEPS ON CREATING THE RINGS, 
(Thanks Malliga Shivaram for this image)


HE DOES NOT WANT HER FACE TO DISAPPEAR.
SHE HATED SMOKING, BUT 
SHE  LAUGHED LIKE A BABY, WHEN SHE SAW THOSE RINGS IN THE AIR,
HE SMILES, ONLY HE CAN FEEL THE PAIN IN THAT SMILE,
HE WANTED HER TO BE HAPPY, SMILING ALWAYS, 
NOW HE CRIES FOR NOT KEEPING  HIS PROMISE.

HE DOES NOT REMEMBER WHAT WAS HIS MISTAKE?
HE WANTS TO KNOW, WHY SHE PUT HIM OUT OF HER LIFE?
HE IS SCARED TO GO BACK AND ASK,
ONLY BECAUSE,
HE DOES NOT WANT TO GIVE HER THE PAIN AGAIN.
SHE WAS EVERYTHING TO HIM,
HE WAS THE HAPPIEST PERSON WITH HER,
SHE WAS HIS FIRST LOVE AND THE LAST,
HE STILL WONDERS WHAT HAPPENED TO THEIR LOVE?
WHAT WAS HIS MISTAKE? 
HE LOVED HER THE SAME FROM THE DAY ONE! 
HE STILL LOVES HER THE SAME.
HOW WILL HE MAKE HER UNDERSTAND,
HE MISSES HER EVERYDAY,
HE WANTS HER IN HIS LIFE AGAIN, 
HE IS WAITING FOR THAT MOMENT WHEN SHE WILL BE WITH HIM 
AND THEIR STORY ENDS WITH THE LINE  
"HAPPILY EVER AFTER..."!!!
MANY TIMES HE THINKS OF CALLING HER, 
BUT THEIR LAST TALK, LAST ARGUMENT BRINGS HIM MORE PAIN
'YOU ARE VERY POSSESSIVE', SHE TOLD, 
HE WAS CONFUSED, SHE LOVED THAT BEFORE! 
'YOU ARE AGGRESSIVE', SHE TOLD, 
BUT WAS HE REALLY?
HE WAS HURT, HE TOO WAS ANGRY, 
HE STOPPED CALLING HER FOR FEW DAYS, 
BUT HIS HEART WAS NOT LOYAL TO HIM ANYMORE,
HE TRIED CALLING HER AGAIN, SHE DID NOT ANSWERED FOR MANY DAYS,
THEN HER CELL WAS SWITCHED OFF FOREVER....

HE IS WAITING FOR HER CALL NOW...

WILL HE BE WAITING FOREVER?
OR 
HIS WAITING WILL BE SOON OVER?
WILL THEY MEET AGAIN?
AND FORGET THEIR PAIN?

LOVE STORIES NEVER HAVE HAPPY ENDING!!
BECAUSE THERE IS NO END  FOR LOVE.
LOVE IS ABOVE ALL THESE THINGS. IF LOVE ENDS, THE WORLD ENDS...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN IT?

Keep Loving,

Saturday, May 21, 2011

What caste you are?

Hi All,
India is the country full of castes. Each corner has a new caste and different culture. Sometimes it makes us strong and many times it breaks us into pieces. I don't want to go in detail about it as I hate to talk about the caste system.
I just wanted to share a recent experience with you all.
Our family is never bothered about the caste. We have never given more importance to it. Some may feel odd or may not like it, but its the fact. 
Thats why I never thought of teaching my kids about what caste we are.
The other day when we were waiting for the bus in the bus stop, an old lady started talking to my daughter. I have seen the lady in our area, but don't know her personally. So I just allowed my daughter to talk with her.(My daughter loves to talk to old people or young babies, she feels good to talk to them.)
Suddenly that lady asked my daughter "what caste you are?" My daughter was confused. She could not answer the question, but after thinking a while, she told I am an INDIAN!!! 
That lady was ready with the next question, I explained her that my daughter doesn't know what the caste is, It was like a big shock for her.
I was happy with my daughter's answer, but it put me into few questions:
I am married to another caste, and I am sure my kids will face many problems in the future, but I don't want to put any pressure on them now.
Is it really necessary to make the children aware of our caste?  Have I done the right thing? 
Please share your views here.

Keep smiling,

Friday, May 6, 2011

Waiting for someone who will never come.......

A very long queue at the food counter, waiting to order the food....
She is waiting for her turn , she turns around to check the availability of seats. 
And suddenly she could see those eyes looking at her!! Her heartbeat goes high...
She turns back and after few seconds,  turns again to confirm..
No, he is not there!!!

Waiting in front of the Entrance of a Cinema hall.. 
She feels  some one standing very near to her..... She could feel him, his presence, his breath.
Her heartbeat raises up..
She doesn't want to loose those feelings, waits for him to touch her....

She is in the bus to go back home. 
Some one is calling her by THAT name.. It was only he, 
who used to call her by that name. She turns back  with a shivering heart, 
No one is there.....

She is in a holiday resort, enjoying with the family...  
She could see a large group of men talking and laughing ... 
Yes, she can see him. 
He is there in that group... with the same silent smile.... 
she doesn't know how to react. 
She runs to see him...
She comes back with a sigh and tears in her eyes.


Telephone rings... Its always she who runs to take the call......
She is sure, one day he will call to talk to her...
She is online 24x7 to wait for his mail...
Her inbox is an idiot box, it never brings his mail to her...


Her heart cries and she always tries to answer the questions
which goes in vain,...

Will he come back to me some day? 
What will I do when I meet him?
 How will I face him?
Will I be happy or sad,?
Will I cry or smile at him?
Will I go and hug him?
or just leave the place....
and let all my waiting go in vain?
am I ready to face the world for him?
or like a coward  I will deny our relation?
Will I allow my family to be in pain
after I go with him and be happy
about my gain???