Friday, February 18, 2011

FEELINGS..... MISSING YOU :-(


WHERE ARE YOU?
WHERE DID YOU DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE.?
I KNOW, I SENT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE.
 I NEVER TOLD YOU TO VANISH FROM MY LIFE.
IT WAS YOU WHO FORCED ME TO SEND YOU OUT.
BUT I THOUGHT YOU WILL COME 
WHENEVER I WANT YOU!
WE BOTH PROMISED TO BE TOGETHER ALWAYS, WHERE IS THAT PROMISE?
I STILL REMEMBER THE DAYS AND
THE NIGHTS SPENT WITH YOU.
THOSE WERE THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE.
YOUR SMILE MADE MY DAY 
AND YOUR SMILE PUT ME TO SLEEP
YOUR TOUCH MADE ME TO FLY IN THE SKY,
 YOUR HUG MADE ME FEEL, I AM THE MOST POWERFUL PERSON IN THIS WORLD.
I ALWAYS FELT SECURED WITH YOU BESIDE ME.
YOUR KISS MELTED MY HEART 
AND 
I ALWAYS WISHED TO BE LIKE THAT.
YOU WERE MY BREATH, 
YOU ARE  MY STRENGTH. 
WITHOUT YOU I AM LIFELESS.
I AM MISSING YOU.
MY DAY NEVER GOES THINKING ABOUT YOU.
MY NIGHT NEVER ALLOWS ME TO SLEEP WITHOUT TEARS IN MY EYES
YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND.
STILL MY LOVE IS  THE SAME 
 FOR YOU IN MY HEART.
PLEASE COME BACK TO ME, 
I WILL NOT HOLD YOU
I DON'T FORCE YOU TO LOVE ME.
I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHERE ARE YOU
WHERE ARE YOU MY JAAN.?
YOU TOOK MY LIFE, MY BREATH, MY EVERYTHING.
I LOVE YOU
DON'T PUNISH ME LIKE THIS. I KNOW I DO NOT DESERVE YOUR PURE LOVE. 
BUT LET ME LOVE YOU THE WAY I WANT. 
PLEASE COME BACK.
PLEASE JAAN, 
I LOVE TO SEE YOU BEFORE I DIE.

Friday, February 4, 2011

At the end of the day, your child is your blood and skin!

Hi All,
I am here after a long time. Thanks for visiting me here when I am not around.
I am here with little disturbed mind and angry thoughts. Recently I read a story in a Kannada Magazine, which forced to me write this one.
The story started with a girl sitting and crying in a home care center and recalling her past. The story ends at the same place with the same cry!! and a harsh voice of the caretaker.
That girl's mistake was very silly, she fell in love with her neighbor. They both eloped and started their life happily. 
But her parents were not happy, they took the help of the police. Searched the boy and the girl. Sent the boy to jail and girl to home care center. Everyone in her family behaved very rude with her. According to them, it was the biggest sin to love someone. Mother and father cut off the relationship with their daughter, their own blood. 
I don't want to rewrite the whole story. 
    link here
But this happens in many houses and with many people in real life too.
              Being parents, its their responsibility to care for their children and their  future. Who won't make mistakes in the life? But how much is it fair to behave like this with your own kid. 
According to me,
Children are our mirror. They do whatever we do or we teach. If there is a mistake from your child, its because you are not a good parent. It was your responsibility to keep an eye, and guide them whenever you see them going in a wrong way. 
In other way, if you think, your child has done any mistake and you think its their responsibility, then also,
Who is that child? Your child right? Then why you do not have a big heart to accept your kid with that mistake and give him/her full support and help to come out of that bad thing. Help them to have a new beginning. 
God can not be there everywhere, so he made parents. 
I know I am not so good in expressing my feelings. But I really feel pain in my heart for those children who have the parents like in the story.
If any parent reading this,
Its my humble request to all of you,
Please give your kid a lot of unconditional love and emotional support. 
Guide them when they are in need. Be with them when they want. Listen to them when they are saying something.
If they make mistakes, don't turn back and run away. This is the time they need you..
Don't allow anyone to take any decisions for your kids. 

They are your children and 
At the end of the day, your child is your blood and skin.

With tears in my eyes(yes.. It really hurts me), I am closing this post

Will be back again,