FEELINGS..... MISSING YOU :-(

WHERE ARE YOU?

WHERE DID YOU DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE.?

I KNOW, I SENT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE.

 I NEVER TOLD YOU TO VANISH FROM MY LIFE.

IT WAS YOU WHO FORCED ME TO SEND YOU OUT.

BUT I THOUGHT YOU WILL COME 

WHENEVER I WANT YOU!

WE BOTH PROMISED TO BE TOGETHER ALWAYS, WHERE IS THAT PROMISE?

I STILL REMEMBER THE DAYS AND

THE NIGHTS SPENT WITH YOU.

THOSE WERE THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE.

YOUR SMILE MADE MY DAY 

AND YOUR SMILE PUT ME TO SLEEP

YOUR TOUCH MADE ME TO FLY IN THE SKY,

 YOUR HUG MADE ME FEEL, I AM THE MOST POWERFUL PERSON IN THIS WORLD.

I ALWAYS FELT SECURED WITH YOU BESIDE ME.

YOUR KISS MELTED MY HEART 

AND 

I ALWAYS WISHED TO BE LIKE THAT.

YOU WERE MY BREATH, 

YOU ARE  MY STRENGTH. 

WITHOUT YOU I AM LIFELESS.

I AM MISSING YOU.

MY DAY NEVER GOES THINKING ABOUT YOU.

MY NIGHT NEVER ALLOWS ME TO SLEEP WITHOUT TEARS IN MY EYES

YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND.

STILL MY LOVE IS  THE SAME 

 FOR YOU IN MY HEART.

PLEASE COME BACK TO ME, 

I WILL NOT HOLD YOU. 

I DON'T FORCE YOU TO LOVE ME.

I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHERE ARE YOU? 

WHERE ARE YOU MY JAAN.?

YOU TOOK MY LIFE, MY BREATH, MY EVERYTHING.

I LOVE YOU. 

DON'T PUNISH ME LIKE THIS. I KNOW I DO NOT DESERVE YOUR PURE LOVE. 

BUT LET ME LOVE YOU THE WAY I WANT. 

PLEASE COME BACK.

PLEASE JAAN, 

I LOVE TO SEE YOU BEFORE I DIE.

At the end of the day, your child is your blood and skin!

Hi All,

I am here after a long time. Thanks for visiting me here when I am not around.

I am here with little disturbed mind and angry thoughts. Recently I read a story in a Kannada Magazine, which forced to me write this one.

The story started with a girl sitting and crying in a home care center and recalling her past. The story ends at the same place with the same cry!! and a harsh voice of the caretaker.

That girl's mistake was very silly, she fell in love with her neighbor. They both eloped and started their life happily. 

But her parents were not happy, they took the help of the police. Searched the boy and the girl. Sent the boy to jail and girl to home care center. Everyone in her family behaved very rude with her. According to them, it was the biggest sin to love someone. Mother and father cut off the relationship with their daughter, their own blood. 

I don't want to rewrite the whole story. 

    link here

But this happens in many houses and with many people in real life too.

              Being parents, its their responsibility to care for their children and their  future. Who won't make mistakes in the life? But how much is it fair to behave like this with your own kid. 

According to me,

Children are our mirror. They do whatever we do or we teach. If there is a mistake from your child, its because you are not a good parent. It was your responsibility to keep an eye, and guide them whenever you see them going in a wrong way. 

In other way, if you think, your child has done any mistake and you think its their responsibility, then also,

Who is that child? Your child right? Then why you do not have a big heart to accept your kid with that mistake and give him/her full support and help to come out of that bad thing. Help them to have a new beginning. 

God can not be there everywhere, so he made parents. 

I know I am not so good in expressing my feelings. But I really feel pain in my heart for those children who have the parents like in the story.

If any parent reading this,

Its my humble request to all of you,

Please give your kid a lot of unconditional love and emotional support. 

Guide them when they are in need. Be with them when they want. Listen to them when they are saying something.

If they make mistakes, don't turn back and run away. This is the time they need you..

Don't allow anyone to take any decisions for your kids. 

They are your children and 

At the end of the day, your child is your blood and skin.

With tears in my eyes(yes.. It really hurts me), I am closing this post

Will be back again,

Just to say Sorry!

Hi All,
I am feeling sorry and guilty that I am not giving vent to my thoughts!! I am getting little busy with my kid's exams, my cooking and other blog.
Have many thoughts wandering in my mind and competing to come out from my mind to get your appreciation.
Will be back soon with many things(thoughts)  to share!
Keep Smiling,

Tribute to my teacher who taught me to love Maths.

Hi All,

Today is the Teacher's Day. I want to share an experience on this day.

I was an average student in the school. I was good in languages but Maths was the toughest subject for me. There is a Kannada proverb " ಗಣಿತ ಎಂದರೆ ಕಬ್ಬಿಣದ ಕಡಲೆ" For many people, Maths is like an iron peanut!! I was always in that group. Do you believe I always got 3 out of 25 in my Maths. Those were the years where students were promoted to next class if he/she fails in one subject. When I reached 4th standard, I was little better to get passing marks. This continued till I finished 9th standard. I had to change my school for 10th standard as I moved to my Granny's house to stay. 

Whatever happens is for the good only, I believe in this for many times.  No one was sure about my passing in SSLC, including me!! Then I met this teacher who taught Maths. His name was Karigoudar and he was very smiling person. As mine was a Kannada medium, he used to teach Maths in Kannada! He never used the words "minus, plus, into, divide" He used to say "adhika(koodisu), runa(kale), gunisu, bhagisu" (ಅಧಿಕ (ಕೂಡಿಸು), ಋಣ(ಕಳೆ), ಗುಣಿಸು, ಭಾಗಿಸು). First few days I was scared and I used to laugh also for his language.

I never understood the theorems till then. Maths teacher taught me everything. He made it very easy for me. Not only me, everyone in the class, we used to wait for his class, He always kept extra class. 

And then, I fell in love with Maths, till today I love Maths. 

Can you guess how much I scored in Maths for SSLC? 

Any guesses???

I scored 97/100!!

I can never forget my Maths teacher. He is not with us now, May God keep his soul in peace.

I wish my daughters should also get the teacher like him, who was so much dedicated to spread his knowledge with his students.

This is my tribute to Late Mr.Karigoudar who changed my life on this TEACHER'S DAY.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS.

Keep Smiling,

A story and a contest in my other blog.

Hi All,

Today, I have posted a story and a contest in my other blog,Nivedita's Kitchen.

Please visit and participate in the contest.

Click down for the details.

Urad Dal Vada, Repentance and a contest for this story

He was coming to this restaurant, since 1 1/2 years for his dinner. It was his favorite place to have peaceful meals with all his favorite food. He had changed his dinner time from 9pm to 8 pm as he wanted to enjoy his dinner and the restaurant was closed at 9.  His office had a canteen and his lunch was fixed there only. But he always looked forward to have his dinner here.

The restaurant started 2 years back and it was on the main road. It was a small place and always full. People used to wait to get the seats to have their food. He never.....

Continue reading in my other blog.

Keep Smiling,